Posts Tagged ‘Kimberly’

Step Out on Faith

This evening while praying and meditating, I was instructed by the Holy Spirit to call an individual and tell them that they are having problems because God wants to use them and the individual is resisting.

I got that message and immediately froze. I was so scared to convey that message, because it is so out of character for me to do something like that. After I finished my prayer, I thought of all kinds of reasons why I shouldn’t call and tell the individual. Some reasons included were that I would do it later, I was scared, I didn’t know what to say, etc.  The Spirit came back and told me, “if I told you to do it, I’ll give you the words.”

I called the individual and relayed the message to them and told them they need to step out on faith. After talking to them, they said they really needed that and thanked me. I explained that it wasn’t me, but God.

Now I need to practice what I preach and step out on faith and when I’m told to do something, just do it. He’s still working on me.


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Kris, Pastor Montgomery and myself were talking and getting to know one another after church today. The conversation wa s progressing and we were learning more and more about his life and we were sharing our experiences with him. Kris starts talking to him about my accident and how the doctors had lost me twice and all. After she said this, the pastor turned and looked at me and said, “so this is grace.” At that moment, something happened. Something in my spirit moved and I began thinking of myself, life and my purpose differently.

It’s been years and many people have commented about why I was spared that morning and others, but none of it ever registered as it did in that moment when the pastor declared that it was grace that saved me. I finally realized that I am here for a reason much greater than I could’ve ever imagined and most importantly, I can and should be used. That statement awakened me and I feel like a renewal is taking place in my life and this time I’m aware and along for the journey.

I have a greater desire for more of Jesus and to commune with Him on a deeper and more intimate level.

So thanks Pastor Montgomery, I’m gonna enjoy having you here leading us.


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I found myself tonight questioning a lot of things, including where I am in my present life. I sometimes feel like I can question, but at other times I’m like “who are you to question anything, just be grateful that you’re still here and got another chance.” But it seems that whenever I do start, I break down and start crying and that gets me nowhere. I hate crying everytime I think about my situation and what has become of me as an individual and all that I am. I just want to be better, more useful, and happier. I’m thankful daily that I was spared, but sometimes one questions “WHY?”

Then I look at what some people oftentimes ask, “why do bad things happen to good people?” But who’s to say they’re a good person. Yes, to you the person may appear to be good, but that’s only what you see and the encounters you may have with them. How is their heart and motives, things not visible or on display? I know that some things we bring on ourselves, but sometimes I still find myself asking “why?”

Thanks for friends like Marcus who is there to talk to and make me smile. When I called him all I said was that I’m sad and he took it from there. He was truly a God-send in my life

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Gimme My Remote

Key was in my room today and I didn’t have my remote control so I asked him to give it to me. He ignored me so I kept on asking. This went on for about ten minutes without him complying. He climbed up and down the barstool and looked at himself in the mirror and just completely ignored me. I told Pooh to tell him to give it to me and he still wouldn’t.

I finally got frustrated and in a deep throaty voice said, “Key, gimme my remote.” He mumbled something and his mom understood him, but I didn’t. She asked him did you say “Kim mean?” I told her that he didn’t say that so don’t put that in his head. She turned to him and said Key what you said and he repeated in a deep throaty voice “Kim said gimme my remote.”

We both started laughing, so I guess he was calling me mean for talking to him that way.

Sorry Key, I apologize.

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She Bangs!!!!!!

I got bangs today and I’m soooooo excited. My hair’s wrapped now, so I’ll post pics later. Just wanted to put that out there and hope that you all think they’re cute too.

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and I still don’t know how I feel


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Yuck, That’s A Mess

I was in my room eating ramen noodles today and I had splashed a little of the juice on the bed. Key came in and looking around, picked up a dvd with a duck on it. He came over to the bed and told me to look at the duck. I looked, then he said, “duck, say quack quack”. He sat the dvd on the bed next to me then I guess he realized I was eating. He said, “noodles”, I was like yeah, noodles. He kept looking at the bowl, then he looked at the stain from the juice that had splashed on the bed and said, “yuck”. I looked at him like “what” and if to say that wasn’t enough he then said even louder “that’s a mess”. Then he walked out.

I’m going to get that little boy when he gets older.

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